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[29 Feb 2004|01:32am]
The other day was Amanda's birthday. We wore funny hats in school and danced alot. After school I went shopping with Kratz and Tara because Kratz still needed to get her present. We went to Toys 'R Us. I love that place! Tara and me ran around the store and played with all the toys. weeeee. At 5:00 me and Kratz went to Jen's house to meet up with everyone. We threw the birthday girl a surprise party! All 11 of us hopped in cars and went to this random bar place. We got Strawberry Dacqueri and Pina Colada. They were virgin, of course. NO UNDERAGE DRINKING HERE! THAT'S FOR THE HOUSE PARTIES! ;] We got funny sunglasses and noisemakers and took alot of silly pictures. I love you all. :]

I made a pin with a picture of Mr. Krehely on it. A fucking Mr. Krehely pin. He got a little too excited when I showed it to him. Maybe he should lay off that crackcocaine a little.

Today I got my prom dress. :] I love it. It's strapless and pink. Then I went over Adam's house and hung out.

Alot of stuff has happened in between but I am in a horrible mood and don't want to write about anything write now.

I want to rewind my life 2 years and go back in time. I miss 8th grade. I miss St. Mary's. I miss everyfuckingthing. And I hate alot of the shit that comes with high school.

Now I feel emo. Time to break out the DC.
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[22 Feb 2004|08:30pm]
I'm home from my trip. Colorado was absolutely amazing. The house that we were staying in cost $12,000 for the week. It was fucking huge. My aunts and my uncle and my cousins and me shared it with 2 other families. The one family had 2 boys named Jake and Dave. They were 16 and 17. The other family had a girl my age named Julie. We all hung out and went on the mountain together. The mountains there were gorgeous, and the slopes were incredible. They made Montage look like complete shit. My cousin T.J. lives out in Aspen and that's why we went there in the first place. So the one night me and my other cousins, John and Stacy, stayed at his apartment. Some shit went down and we ended up stayed up all night and woke up at 5:00 the next day. While we were out on the town I saw Robert DeNiro, Bon Jovi, and the members of Metallica. I fell asleep in the hottub on the back deck of our house and got a bad sunburn. On top of that I got windburn on my face from speeding down the mountain. And chapped lips. But it's all good. I had the time of my life.

Friday night I went to the movies with a bunch of people to see 50 First Dates. After the movie me, Kratz, and Amanda jumped in Paul's car and went cruising. Then we went to a pool hall and fucked around while me, Kratz, and Jen had a dance party in the parking lot.

Yesterday I unpacked all my bags and then went over Adam's house. We hung out for awhile and he took me out to eat at Olive Garden. yummy.

Tonight I have to study for Biology, Geometry, and Trigonometry. Someone save me.
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[13 Feb 2004|04:13pm]
Last night me and Adam did Valentine's Day because I'm not going to be here. We pretty much hung around and did nothing. Then I came home and filled out my Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle valentines for some hot friends.

Today was a half day and "Anything Goes." Kratz and me were in the wheelbarrel race! We weren't too good at it. But it doesn't matter because our class got disqualified from a majority of the games because we're a bunch of cheaters. Then after school me and Ryan went cruising and to the mall for Chinese.

I leave in less than an hour. I will miss you all. I'll be back in school on Thursday. Leave me silly comments while I'm gone! ;]

AND HAPPY ONE YEAR TO JOAN AND TEDDY.
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[10 Feb 2004|11:07pm]
Today was our sophomore retreat. I was in group A with Kratz, Becca, Megan G., Donnie, and other shady characters. And woah! Juan Barno was our supervisor! We talked about the Bible and wrote things on a big foot. Then a magician pimp man performed. While we were receiving Communion, Beyonce started to blast over the speakers. Tara and me started to dance in the pew. I'm surprised they didn't try to shove chastity down our throats like always. This whole thing was a bunch of bullshit but I had fun shitting around. Plus Mollie's singing dreidel kept going off during the prayer service, which makes everything 30x better.

PWA2711948: aw, im not a drinker, im a lover
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[08 Feb 2004|10:11pm]
Friday: SNOW DAY! NO SCHOOL! NO THEOLOGY TEST! YAY! I went bowling with The Notorious Nine, Teddy, Rashir, and Idriss. Our game was pretty much a free-for-all. No one bowled during their own turn. We just went whenever we wanted. We got multiple balls stuck in the gutter and accidentally bowled in someone else's lane twice. The people in the lane next to us got really pissed off and went and told on us. The manager, a really grumpy man named Joe, came over and gave us a warning, then bitched at us for not having the proper footwear. At 10:00 the lights went off and the music came on! We started our own dance party! We got told on again and got kicked out. We didn't leave right away so they shut off our lanes. Fucking hicks. I wanted to steal the bowling shoes but I didn't have anything to put them in. We busted out of there and danced in front of the building. We got hit on by a bunch of boys and Sam gave her number to one of them named Frank. And he called her! They are definately going to hookup. ;]

Saturday: I went shopping with my mom! Then that night Adam picked me up and we went to the movies to see The Butterfly Effect. It was really good. Then we went to his house and hung around with the Come Monday boys and other kids from the show. On my way home I was walking to the car and Jack starting yelling my name so I turned around to look at him and it was dark out and I couldn't see and I fell in a big hole and twisted my ankle. That really hurt.

Today: Nothing. I did a little packing for Colorado. I leave on Friday. We're flying out there and I am afraid of airplanes. :/

oh yeah. Like 2 weeks ago we were out snowboarding and there was this guy videotaping us on the slopes. Well for some reason I was watching this outdoor show on TV and they showed the clip that the guy made. Except they only aired me and Bob. HAHA.
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[02 Feb 2004|10:24pm]
I never update anymore.

Friday: School. I had the coloring book mod 3 but I didn't get to finish my picture because Mr. Maloney likes looking at me in suggestive ways. After school me, Adam, and Pete went to a nursing home to hang up Valentine's Day decorations and give the old people cupcakes for service hours. I hate those places. I've spent so much time in hospitals and stuff and they make me sad. We walked around and met some of the patients. Then when we were done there we were driving down South Main Street and the street was filled with smoke. Toppers was on fire. I felt like I was in the Bronx. um. Adam took me home to pick up my snowboarding stuff then we went to Montage. Met up with Bob, Joe Lapinski, Pete, Ben, Rich, Neil Bellanca, and Joe Bailey. Stayed up there until 9:30, then Adam drove me home and stayed over for awhile.

Saturday: I went out to eat with Ryan. We stopped at the mall for awhile then went to his house. It's cool 'cause he has his license now and we can go wherever we want. :]

Sunday: Boarding with Kratz and Megan. Megan was on her way down to the lift and she fell and went flying through an orange plastic fence into the woods. And Kratz crashed into me and I fell into her lap. And the 5783421 other times she fell. ;] HAHA. We met up with Adam, Shelp, and Benny. Then I went over Kratz's house and hung out with that kinky fox and Bum Tara.

Today: Boring.

No school tomorrow! Owned!
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[26 Jan 2004|10:22pm]
Friday: School. Then around 5:00 Adam picked me up and we went out to eat then to his house. We hung out then went to pick up Pete at Metro. Around 11:30 I made it to Katie's house for her sweet 16 party. :] It was me, Kratz, Joan, Sam, Katie, Sabrina, Becca, Kellie, and Lauren. We just chilled and watched movies. Everyone started falling asleep and me and Kratz were wide awake. I was so over-tired. 4:30 in the morning and we are lying on the ground screaming "Dance routine!" and doing the robot.

Saturday: Went home and slept. I was supposed to go over Shelp's house. I was in the middle of getting ready and he was like "Oh I have to hang out with Lingle today." whatever Muffin Boy.

Sunday: Snowboarding with Katie. Shelp called my cell and we met him there with Adam, Larry, and Rob. Then Ben, Benny, Mike, and Rich came. Then Mike B. and Bob. I love having so many people go. :] Good night to be out.

Today: The people who make the delays and calcellations for school seriously suck at their job. I almost died 10 times on my way to school. We don't have school because of a "hurricane" that didn't even happen... but we have school today. whatever. We had Church until 10:15 and didn't even have mod 1 at all. I sat by Kean and Donnie and made fun of the old people the whole time. A big fight went down. I love you Joan.

R.I.P. DEREK MATTHEW <3
12.15.84 - 1.23.04
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[21 Jan 2004|08:52pm]
I love mod 2 biology. I sit with Kean at one of the lab tables in the back of the room and do nothing. I am either talking about something dirty with him, doing my homework for another mod, drawing pictures, or doing the robot with Kratz. I love it. That class is the most unorganized class I have ever been in. Geometry is pretty close though.

After school I went home with Adam. I'm not going to be here on Valentine's Day because I'm going to Colorado to go snowboarding. I want to be with him more than anything. And it's our 1 year 9 month on that day too. :/

oh. I love Amanda Munley.
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[18 Jan 2004|07:34pm]
On Friday my mom called the doctor and they prescribed me pills and cream to put on my nose to help the skin heal. You really can't even tell when I put alot of makeup on it. Then I hung out with Adam. ;]

Yesterday I went out to lunch with my mommy. We went to the Super China Buffet! That place is seriously amazing. Then around 6:30 I called Ryan and he came over. We watch the same movie every time we're together. I must've seen it 100x. That movie would be Matilda. :]

Right now I'm supposed to be over Sam's house but my mom is a bum and won't take me because she is too lazy. I wish I could fucking drive.
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[16 Jan 2004|01:21pm]
ANOTHER SNOW DAY! NEAT!

Yesterday around 4:30 Katie picked me up and we went up Montage to go snowboarding. She drove the whole way there. I was scared shitless for awhile, but then I calmed down. She's a pretty good driver. There were signs everywhere saying "FROSTBITE WARNING TODAY". I was like okay whatever. After one of our runs Larry noticed that my nose was white and iced over. Pure fucking white. I HAD FROSTBITE ON MY NOSE! WTF. It burnt so bad I was trying not to cry. I thought it went away but it obviously didn't. Overnight it burnt a layer of skin off my nose. Makeup better be able to cover this shit up. And I'm really tired. Grumpy Leah.
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[15 Jan 2004|12:37pm]
TODAY WE DIDN'T HAVE SCHOOL! SNOOOOOOOOOW DAY! Somebody come sleighriding with me.


15 Random Favorites
1. snowboarding
2. friends
3. heated blankets
4. sleeping
5. mr. krehely
6. the beach
7. cruising
8. my pillow
9. orlando bloom
10. cuddling
11. ducks
12. music
13. autumn
14. doing the robot
15. softlips

14 Favorite Foods
1. chinese
2. french fries
3. apple juice
4. beef jerkey
5. ice cream
6. macaroni and cheese
7. any kind of chicken salad
8. chocolate milk
9. mashed potatoes
10. burger king chicken tenders
11. bagels
12. cream of potato soup
13. peanut butter
14. cheese curls

13 Most Watched Shows
1. that 70's show
2. aqua teen hunger force
3. family guy
4. home movies
5. space ghost
6. the price is right
7. one tree hill
8. fresh prince
9.
10.
11.
12.
13. i don't know

12 Good Bands In Your Opinion
1. rufio
2. dashboard confessional
3. sublime
4. reel big fish
5. the starting line
6. matchbook romance
7. autopilot off
8. coheed and cambria
9. the hippos
10. brand new
11. story of the year
12. yellowcard

11 Memories
1. warped tour in new jersey and 15 people sleeping over at john's house afterwards
2. st. mary's, i love you all *TEAR*
3. freshman year
4. kratz mom weekends [running from dirty mexicans at 3:30 in the morning, the babypowder fight, lots of nudity, walking to mcdonald's in the fucking pouring rain and sitting there with puddles forming around us, jumping into the pool from the roof, the secret spot, showers, ordering dominos at 2:00 in the morning and dressing up as sluts for the delivery man, me breaking the bed and putting a hole in the floor, cruise world, the ceiling fan, etc.]
5. semi and after-party ;]
6. north carolina with ryan
7. summer '03
8. may 14, ily<3
9. ocean city [one morning i was in the shower and i left my clothes in my room so i walk out in just a towel and kean is standing there. what the hell. then joe bailey got hit by a car. and rock climbing!]
10. mr. no touching everyone and mr. meehan's hairy ears
11. field hockey season

10 Close Friends
1. ryan
2. kratz
3. joan
4. sam
5. katie
6. tara, kali
7. jen, manda, ali
8. megan, mollie
9. mike
10. everyone

09 Things You're Looking Forward To
1. summer '04
2. colorado in february :]
3. my sweet 16
4. my permit
5. going to philly for my cousin's frat party
6. prom
7. coughsnowstormcough
8. snowboarding
9. um

08 Things You Wear Daily
1. pajamas
2. uniform
3. t-shirt under uniform
4. socks
5. shoes
6. underwear
7. necklace/hair ties on wrist
8. makeup

07 Things That Annoy You
1. nazi miss m.
2. gnome and skunky
3. when my pencil runs out of lead
4. kean in bio
5. how i don't have a lock on my bedroom door
6. burning stuff in the microwave
7. fuck you

06 Things You Touch Every Day
1. people
2. my hair
3. my bed
4. toothbrush
5. food
6. toilet. come on you know you do too.

05 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over
1. mrs. doubtfire
2. lord of the rings
3. the warriors
4. breakfast club
5. disney movies

04 Of Your Favorite Toys When You Were Little
1. littlest pet shop
2. teenage mutant ninja turtles
3. my jungle-gym in the backyard
4. my best friend robert

03 Guys You have Kissed
1. adamjosephwalski<3
2. liam
3. sean

02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment
1. styx - mr. roboto
2. yellowcard - 1 year 6 months

01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With
1. i don't know. father asante? jesus?
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[12 Jan 2004|09:23pm]
"Speed that tastes like mint!" - Mr. Krehely
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